of the corner of my eye I see the two men move towards Kurosh. He signals that we ought to go, so I say good-bye to the group.
Sitting in a taxi, he says, "Those were their bus drivers. They wanted to know if I'm your tour guide, what my name is and what agency I work for. These damn monitors are a pain. What business is it of theirs who I am and who you are? I just want to get out of here."

The monotone motor and gently gliding of the "super deluxe" bus rock me into a state between wakefulness and dreaming. The voices of other passengers drift away. Do I still control my thoughts, or is it the unknown power of the dream world stealing me away? In muddled fantasies Esfahan rushes by me like an enchanted landscape out an open train window. Images change too quickly, hair blows before startled eyes hardly daring to believe the offering of beauty. Other kind passengers share the moments of delight, bravely ignoring the knowledge of this chapter's impending end. This journey has another destination. The Pole Khajou is already fading in an evening sky sea of colors, a black chador floats through the Friday mosque, and the ruins of the fire temple of a nearly forgotten religion seem but an illusion. Did church bells ring? Did we drink an Armenian mocha? Who were the friendly people offering us wine? Did we really stand alone on the Ali Qapu palace balcony? Who let us in, painted woolly clouds on the sky and made Kurosh's eyes sparkle?

and made Kurosh's eyes sparkle? Did he sing for me and kiss me in the palace music room? Did I call him a childish fool? Did his hands slip into my coat and enjoy the softness they felt?
The "super deluxe" has to brake. My eyes are blinded by the merciless desert sun. A glance down, and the box of Esfahan candies in my hand is proof! I was really there! The clock strikes twelve, and soon we'll be in Qom. Only a few hours before we left the open beaks of the hungry birds behind us and waited for my departure. Mint green looks really good on him, I thought.
"Smile - cheese!" he called and took a picture then said with previously unknown seriousness, "I thank you with all my heart for these wonderful days."
"And I thank you."
Then the bus left the station. Kurosh. He fades before my eyes. This is the end!, raced through my head, and I could only wait for the final last view of the minaret. Esfahan, you wonder. You golden cage. The most beautiful picture of you will not hang in a golden frame.

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